beat it

by MJ. sad that he had to leave us...even though i made fun of him and all that his music was cool and the fact that he passed away at a young age is sadder. anywayyys i said that cuhs its the hottest news right now. loool. i'm freaaaaking bored right now because i don't really want to start a new drama or any crap. so i decided to write on this since it's been a while. wellll ahahha what to say. life is cool right now so that's good. but trying to get out of hagwon -_- unless SOMEONE goes with me!! im so bored at home since my stupid cousin aint here ahaha miss that fag. you know i understand now like how people say appreciate before its gone. but yeah my cousins going to come back in like a month so whatever lol. i noticed i'm such a lazy person these days, i mean i'm pretty young and yeah but i am really lazy. never updating stuff or answering people. thats mean i should change myself over summer. welll i need to change alot over summer. first get better skin, something with my boring hair, and lose the faaaaat. sound like a typicall 14yr old? lol but its true. and try harder in everything. don't get lazy, see things from different pov, revive friendships, and things like that. hahahha. well can't wait till july cuhs thats when i start having some fun. going to vegas ahah call me if you're going too (: and i recommend you watch O show sooo good and touching. anddd, maybe east coast? but swine flu is scary ahaha.. -.-; but yeah maybe. can't go to korea ;[ havent been there since like sixth grade. uggghh. and i miss my friends... hahahha i really do ;[ i'm pretty lonely.. hah sad thing about being only child. welll i still have fun lol whattaaaaa loseeeer. i'm basically writing random stuff sooo byeee ahhahha. i'll try to write some "deep" stuff like others do next time. snsd's new song is stuck inside my head -_- hahhaakk byeeee